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Summertime, summertime, sum-sum-summertime

Monday, July 9th, 2007

Ya wouldn’t always think it, to look at the weather we’ve had here lately.  One nice day means we must have at least two cold and foggy/rainy days. Honest.  It doesn’t feel like summer yet either.  Could be because I haven’t done my doing yet.  It’s hard….. I was away for two weeks for work, now  Brian is spending the week in Oslo for work, so it’s not like we can camp (if the weather were to cooperate).  But hey, one good recent development is that Geoff’s home for good!
I’m trying to be productive.  One thing I did do last night was update my gallery.  You can now find pics from my latest work trip to Samara, Russia, with a day stopover in London thrown in for good measure.  It was a good trip in that work went pretty much as planned and wasn’t too tiring.  Some very nice people from some lovely places.

What I Think I Think

Sunday, June 24th, 2007

My loving hubby has often accused me of caring too much about what other people will think if I say/do something, and I’m slowly coming around to believe that he’s right (I know, he’s ALWAYS right, that’s what he thinks ayway ;) ).  I’ve acted differently than I wanted or have done something (or not done something) in hopes of being perceived in a positive light (eg. interesting, ‘good’, smart, etc., etc.), even though it’s not what I wanted to say or do.  Sometimes I doubt I have an “inner sense of self”.  Would I be the same person today if I wasn’t so influenced by “outside forces”?  Have I missed opportunities and chances?  Who knows?  Some days I wonder if I’ve made the right decisions in life, but I think we all do that from time to time… don’t we?

But here’s the thing… I’ve never been one to trust my own judgement when it comes to me, I think I’ve always looked for outside validation.  I’ve always subscribed to the “You are what other people think you are” notion.  But what good is that if you’re not sure yourself what you are?  What do you do when you’re alone, stop being anything?  I think I have a problem, call it low self-esteem or improper self-image or anything you want.  And I want to work to fix it.  I’m closer to 30 than to 25 and I figured that by now, I would have figured out who I am and what I want and what I want to be, what defines Lori if you will… maybe not enough for a Wikipedia page but something to write on a napkin.  But every once in a while this feeling of “Am I myself, or am I being the person I’m expected to be, or am I being the person I expect others expect of me, or am I being the person I want others to think I am even though they don’t expect it?”.  It usually comes out of nowhere, but it’s hit me a little more lately than before (maybe because I do see 30 just around the corner… not that I fear aging mind you, I honestly don’t).  Maybe I’m having my mid-life crisis (doesn’t bode well for longevity)? Or maybe I’m noticing that people tend to think a lot less about me (in terms of quantity, not quality) than I once thought.  Hey, maybe I think to much about myself.  Maybe I’m overanalyzing here.

Oh dear.  I’ve unloaded a lot on the internet, and I haven’t been drinking (well, one beer doesn’t count).  And damnit, I’m gonna publish this (please note that it has not been checked from grammar or spelling).  Those five people who actually read this thing may get concerned about my well-being… don’t be.  I’ll be fine.  I think.

Fido Dido

Monday, June 18th, 2007

For those of you wondering where Fido Dido ever went, I guess the N. American market wasn’t his cup of tea, so he went to Russia.

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I am 40% girlie… I need some form of therapy

Tuesday, May 29th, 2007

** Memed from half a dozen different people **

you:

[] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish

[] You own a designer purse

[] You own perfume that cost over $60

[X] You had/have fake nails

[x] You have more body/hair products than you can use

[] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Terrier/Siamese

[X] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet

[] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.

[x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.

[] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets.

total so far: 4

Do you:

[] Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work

[x]Have a hair color that is not natural

[] Have “blonde moments” at least once a day

[X] Buy stuff because it’s awesome and then never wear it

[] Constantly keep your phone at your side

[] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home

[] Have a name for your car

[X] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week

[] Refuse to go out in public without makeup

[] Prefer to be called “princess”

total so far: 6

Do you adore:

[] Makeup

[] Glitter

[] The Color Pink

[] Shopping

[] Jewelry

[] Mirrors

[X] Chick flicks

[x] Shoes

[] Rainbows

[] Unicorns

[X] Disney Movies

[] Candles

[] Flowers

[] Stuffed Animals

[] Purses

total so far: 9

Do you shop at:

[] Coach

[] Forever 21

[] Victoria’s Secret

[] Guess

[] Claires

[] Express

[] Delias

[X] MAC

[X] Sephora

[] Bebe

total so far: 11

DO YOU SAY:

[]Bitch

[X]Whatever

[] Oh my gosh/goodness

[] Hun

[] Fugly

[] That’s hot

[] Dunzo

[] Darling

[] Psh

[] Cutie

[] Skank

[] Totally

[X] For Sure

[] Fantabulous

total so far: 13

Do You Read:

[x] Cosmopolitan

[] Glamour

[] Marie Claire

[] Elle Girl

[] Teen Vogue

[] People

[] Us Weekly

[] Star

[] Self

[X] PerezHilton.com

[] Dlisted.com

[] 17online.com

[X] people.com

[] usmagazine.com

[] popsugar.com

[X] Pink Is The New Blog.com

total so far: 17

Do You Love These:

[x] Legally Blonde

[] Elizabethtown

[] Mean Girls

[] Now & Then

[] The Notebook

[] A Walk to Remember

[X] Sweet Home Alabama

[] Where the Heart is

[] Just My Luck

[] John Tucker Must Die

[] Centerstage

[] Bring it On

[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

[] Mona Lisa Smile

[] My Girl

total so far: 19

Are you Addicted to…

[]America’s Next Top Model

[] Project Runway

[] Desperate Housewives

[] The Simple Life

[] 8th & Ocean

[x] Sex & the City

[] Grey’s Anatomy

[] The O.C.

[] Laguna Beach/The Hills

[] Nip/Tuck

[] Gilmore Girls

TOTAL: 20

Multiply by 2….
40

Those Sneaky Canadians (I know, old news)

Tuesday, May 29th, 2007

This is several weeks old, but to continue the trend I started a while back, I would be remiss if I didn’t comment on it.

Mystery revealed: Poppy quarter led to U.S. spy warnings

It turns out our “strange” coloured quarters caused the alert that we were spyng on our allies with high-tech coins.  Silly us with our coloured money… I’m surprised they haven’t suspected this for years, what with our “funny Monopoly money” we have in bills.  But it’s wise to implement this spying scheme through the change people receive at Tim Horton’s… our other secret weapon. :)

Summer of Doing?

Friday, May 11th, 2007

I’ve been talking to friends and stalking more on Facebook, wedding invites are arriving at our mailbox, and it’s hit me… the weather is getting better (knock wood), summer is coming and people are starting to make plans. I vaguely recall starting last summer with great plans of what I would see, do and accomplish… only to blink and find that summer was over and nothing was done. (This is a constant theme, for anyone who’s been reading my blabbering for a while).  I’m adament… almost mad.  Not this summer will life pass me by, gosh darn it!

Now, when you see the below list you will realize that I need help from others to accomplish some most of this.  But life is too short to hesitate.  You never know where life will take us next summer, and I don’t want to reach September with the same feeling of disappointment.

Summer Activities/Tasks/Goals

1.  Go diving!

2.  Go camping in Terra Nova.

3.  Spend a weekend out at Northern Bay Sands.

4.  Get the bedroom closet and things under the bed “permanently” organized (i.e. come up with a system).

5.  Establish an exercise routine.

6.  Fix the dining room floor/door, and by necessary extension the front door.

7.  Go camping at Lamanche.

8.  Hike to the Spout (overnight optional).

9.  Get the spare rooms in organized shape.

10.  Get research/thesis progressed to a state where I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

The “New Government” is Getting Old, yes?

Thursday, May 10th, 2007

I’ve been increasingly annoyed by the federal government’s insistence on refering to itself as “Canada’s New Government” on every press release, in every speech, even on the website, since said government came into power almost a year and a half ago.  After a year and a hlaf, it ain’t “new”, people.  Certainly not considering that on average we have elections every four years… it’s more like “Canada’s Middle-Aged Government”.

So, take a look at a few of the alternate suggestions here, and if you feel like I do, sign the online petition.  It won’t change anything, but may make you (and me) feel better.

More Money, Less Problems?

Friday, April 27th, 2007

The Newfoundland government released its annual budget yesterday.  I don’t claim to be (a) one who follows politcs all that much or (b) one who understands economics a heck of a lot, but this budget seems by and large good for the province.  For once, I can see myself pretty much immediately affected: my student loan interest rate will be going down, and the rate at which I am taxed by the province of Newfoundland on my income will be going down.  And that makes me happy.

As was probably the goal of the budget, to appease the voters before heading into a Fall 2007 election.  Some may view that as sinister, but let’s be fair… what government isn’t going to try such a tactic?

The only thing left to see is if (a) the promises actually stick beyond this year and (b) if this budget doesn’t put us further in a hole (there was even money allocated for debt payment, so I think they have that in mind).

For the new Sons of Martha

Thursday, April 19th, 2007

Congrats to Brad, Randy, and all who I might have missed.

“The Sons of Martha”, by Rudyard Kipling

The Sons of Mary seldom bother, for they have inherited that good part;
But the Sons of Martha favour their Mother of the careful soul and troubled heart.
And because she lost her temper once, and because she was rude to the Lord her Guest,
Her Sons must wait upon Mary’s Sons, world without end, reprieve, or rest.

It is their care in all the ages to take the buffet and cushion the shock.
It is their care that the gear engages; it is their care that the switches lock.
It is their care that the wheels run truly; it is their care to embark and entrain,
Tally, transport, and deliver duly the Sons of Mary by land and main.

They say to mountains, ‘Be ye removed’. They say to the lesser floods, ‘Be dry’.
Under their rods are the rocks reproved – they are not afraid of that which is high.
Then do the hill-tops shake to the summit – then is the bed of the deep laid bare,
That the Sons of Mary may overcome it, pleasantly sleeping and unaware.

They finger death at their gloves’ end where they piece and repiece the living wires.
He rears against the gates they tend: they feed him hungry behind their fires.
Early at dawn, ere men see clear, they stumble into his terrible stall,
And hale him forth like a haltered steer, and goad and turn him till evenfall.

To these from birth is Belief forbidden; from these till death is Relief afar.
They are concerned with matter hidden – under the earthline their altars are;
The secret fountains to follow up, waters withdrawn to restore to the mouth,
And gather the floods as in a cup, and pour them again at a city drouth.

They do not preach that their God will rouse them a little before the nuts work loose.
They do not teach that His Pity allows them to leave their work when they damn-well choose.
As in the thronged and the lighted ways, so in the dark and the desert they stand.
Wary and watchful all their days that their brethren’s days may be long in the land.

Raise ye the stone or cleave the wood to make a path more fair or flat:
Lo, it is black already with blood some Son of Martha spilled for that:
Not as a ladder from earth to Heaven, not as a witness to any creed,
But simple service simply given to his own kind in their common need.

And the Sons of Mary smile and are blessed – they know the angels are on their side.
They know in them is the Grace confessed, and for them are the Mercies multiplied.
They sit at the Feet – they hear the Word – they see how truly the Promise Runs:
They have cast their burden upon the Lord, and – the Lord He lays it on Martha’s Sons.

A Pictorial Account of my Whereabouts

Tuesday, April 17th, 2007

I’ve updated my gallery to include shots from Boston and Holland… I’m also working on adding pics to the ‘Friends and Family’ section (you can find my neice/goddaughter in there!). See the gallery link to your right.